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my boring life, con't.
my boring life.
so, while dad and zack sit on the beach on the outer banks of north carolina, my mother just gets home from a 2 week trip to london, and my aunt and her family trapse around europe for 1.5 monts. and me? i fill out forms, go to drs appts, go to dentist appts.
my boring life. my major interaction with living beings, lily, max, ava and smudge. though today i did go to a movie. my boring life. its more overwhelming than boring i guess. i slept till 3 today, and had to force myself out of bed to go pick up my xanax prescription, then i had to force myself over to fern ridge to go swimming, where i lucked out and stepped on a broken glass bottle, but didn't do any damage. i'm wearing my tevas from now on.
i chickened out of going to work today. i just couldn't do it. gonna talk to dr c tommorrow just to verify that i'm doing the right thing for right now, even though i feel like one big failure. i'm not doing anything, and essientally i'm waiting around to hear if i'll get paid for not doing anything.
if that happens, then i've grandiose ideas of going back to the local community college and taking german 101. i took 4 years in high school, and one semestter as an undergrad. what will it do for me? who knows, except that i'd rather attempt to learn a language i already have a foundation in than a brand new one, re: spanish. hopefully if i di this i'll fly through 101 and continue to take more and more excellerated courses. i have no idea why. it just seems like an interesting idea.
but all this is based on whether i get long term disability insurance.
yes, my boring life. ususally i go at least some place every year.. whetther it be to california or back east. no more money means no more travelling. which totally sucks because i'd really like to take a trip somewhere.
anyhow, my boring life.'
oh, and i heard that bush signed this big buesiness bill that is supposed to punish big buessinesses who pull an enron.... thats all i know, but i don't trust it. no fucking way do i trust it. there's gotta be some really fucked up things in that bill for that dumbass to sign it.
Posted by brooke at July 30, 2002 11.47.23 PM
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who are you?where do you live??
i can relate so much to your depressed feminist rantings.
i just moved to the whiteaker from l.a.
email me...
i was impressed by your listing of natalie goldberg as a person you like!
i like her alot!
matter of fact, i went to her workshop in taos last novemeber.
Posted by liz at July 31, 2002 5:17 PM
traveling... hmmmm... I went 20 miles away from home base last night, got stuck in road construction, ran all my gas out waiting for the pilot car to come get my line of traffic, found a gas station, automatic fuel door wouldn't open on my car... and this is why I don't travel.
Posted by lisa at July 31, 2002 6:59 PM
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